i cant believe how much stuff i have thats not related to art at all, almost half my gallery it seems. snapshots, photos, games, avi's etc. seeing this made me feel kinda bad about the big 400 deviation hit picture i was planning... o.o i guess i put em in my scrapbook.

here lately ive been needing God alot, most for healing and strength. for me, for friends, for family and church members. ive had alot of faith in my prayers, this is an excellent picker upper for anyone in need of it.

this is a verse i feel everyone can use for encouragement. i had a feeling the Bible had SOME THING in it that could speak of this more bold than i could in my life. i just didn't know where to look until now

Philippians 4:6-7

Don't worry about anything; instead, pray about everything; tell God your needs, and don't forget to thank Him for His answers. If you do this, you will experience God's peace, which is far more wonderful than the human mind can understand. His peace will keep your thoughts and your hearts quiet and at rest as you trust in Christ.

and when you think the time is right... pray this out loud, [link] the combo together feels truly amazing. SO! take those verses and Prayers to heart! im gonna set em as my signature and stuff like that to spread the love XD!.

a 'new me' has hit the earth this week o.o not only am i fixing my relationship with God. but i have changed eating habits too! ive been trying to eat Salads, YES salads... i had the first salad in almost 2 years yesterday ! that's gonna have to change, because see for the first time ever, i experienced heart burn, for a day and a half. reason i say a half is because that's when i eat the salad, surprisingly i felt refreshed. i didnt feel like there was a rock or something the size of a baseball in my stomach, nor did i lose my appetite as quick. because usually if i eat alot of particular greasy food, it feels like i get full all of a sudden o.0; or like if i eat another bite il puke. >_>

but yeah things are looking a little up for me, but i gotta stay focused and try not to slip up. lately Okami was great. its an excellent game and story but after playing it for a total of 30 hours in game play, it tends to get old... not to mention it is big on supernaturals, and is not good for Christian's trying to stick to the first commandment... because good ol' Ammy though i denied it all through the game is considered a "god".. but knowing me i played it for the wolf, not the god.

anywho that's whats been up with me, theres alot o.o

yeeeeaaaaahh i wasnt able to get a picture in at all, i got the heads drawn of it, then got busy, and seen it was the 23rd already. x.X so, shoot. it dont mean i wont draw it anyways its just gonna be late... i wont say what it was because it was sort of a suprise.

ive been going through alot of pressure this week over numerous things ranging from my job, to home, and back to my job again. i had to call for a day off because i couldnt handle it, im trying to set myself right with God is a small reason of it, lately it seems like ive needed him alot this week... and my boss is in the air about my mom not getting me to work on time and blaming me for it, though im not the one driving! -.- he had to cut my raise over it. i told him i was getting a car by the end of the month and that i was to start driving myself to work, his eyes lit up and said "you getting that car is the most awesome thing to happen right now, you could be here anytime you wanted then!" and he also said "when you get that car, im gonna start writing a new review to see if your timing has improved, the minute you get that car is the minute i start the camera rolling." so...

as for art, ive been kinda dead over reasons that i cant discuss, i could be going down for a while, mabye...

I got tagged by ~Wolfsister333

1- Post these rules.
2- Each tagged person must post 10 things about themselves
on their journal.

My 10 Stuffs:

1. I need to pay more attention to my wolves.
2. i have a funny animation idea.
3. Ive been making animations on sites to get views here.
4. I have been working on an album called M.O.D.E: Breaker.
5. i know Someone who is willing to buy that album.
6. I have been craving Chicken lately.
7. i love fixing Computers
8. I have two custom tags, "proud to be a wolf" and "Z the wolf"
9. I occasionally play my piano.
10. i love spongebob YTP's

HOLY CRAP! i ended up with like 80 views in 2 days! i may not have enough time to draw a 10k picture! o.0!!!

one word of three. WTF! i am doing what i did again sometime. i put my link on another site, but i linked it FROM something else hard to explain so i wont. no im not stealing, its my media but im putting it on others sites. very active ones apparently o.o;